Regret

So, it's been awhile since I last posted. We're kind of in a lull in the wedding planning. We've organized just about everything we can right now...just waiting to get closer to finish everything out. I've even stopped looking at wedding blogs and magazines so as to not get any more "new and amazing" ideas. It is what it is right now.

But.

Tonight I came home from work and started watching a TLC show called Say Yes to the Dress. I just thought it would be fun, but almost 7 hours later, I'm feeling a bit down. It reminds me of how I went dress shopping alone. I wish I could have had people with me, you know? Just to feel like someone else was involved and into it and wishing the best for me. But I just went alone.

I guess I can't totally say that since Joe went with me to two different places. He really was a trooper and it meant a lot to have him there. He was there when I picked "the dress" and even though he was hesitant for me to commit to such a price tag, he fully supported me when I said I couldn't live without it. This is why I am marrying him...he's there for me when no one else is. And that's what marriage is about...

So maybe a better title for this post would have been Out of Sadness Comes Happiness.